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[05 Aug 2005|10:25am] I HATE TO BE FAT HATE IT HATE IT I HATE MY BODY MORE THAN ANYTHING Comment 9 Comments Add To Memories Edit

Not bad not good [03 Aug 2005|03:41pm] I'm feeling a bit better. My heart is still aching but not that much anymore. Thank god, I was really afraid. Got my fucking period, but I still have the feeling that I've lost some weight. Can't wait until they're over. I have been eating below 1000 cals a day, throwing up everything but apples and carrots. They keep me going. Would really like to do that three week fast, but I'm afraid I can't. My boyfriend is watching my every move and he likes to cook fine things and it would break his heart if I didn't even taste them. He says that it's stupid to fast. If I want to loose weight I should exercise, exercise and exercise. I keep telling him that the best way for me to loose weight is not to eat. I keep looking at the pictures in my Thinspiring blog. Comment 2 Comments Add To Memories Edit

[28 Jul 2005|09:45am] I don't know but I think I've got some issues with my heart. It hurts so bad. That's not funny at all. I'm really scared. Haven't been able to excercise. Haven't eaten much either. Mister X made pasta with tomatosauce yesterday and I had to eat. Purged. Man I feel like I've gained weight. But I still haven't got the scale. Comment 1 Comment Add To Memories Edit

She eats? [27 Jul 2005|08:11am] Via: Trent Comment Add To Memories Edit

[22 Jul 2005|07:20pm] Man, I've lost at least 5lbs by eating round 1000 cals a day. Know that's way too much, but I know this is going to do the results. Slowly. No drastic  lost of weight. Still haven't got the scale, but weighed myself when I went swimming. Have also noticed some difference in my stomach, it's way much flatter than it was. Also, my pants are too big! That feels so great! Mum asked me last week if I've lost some weight. She said I looked slightly slimmer than usual. Comment Add To Memories Edit

Join, u 2 [22 Jul 2005|04:23pm] Comment Add To Memories Edit

Scale [22 Jun 2005|08:48am] i really gotta buy a scale. this ain't working without. Comment 2 Comments Add To Memories Edit

I want it again! [21 Jun 2005|07:44am] i just want my ana back. don't want to be bmic anymore. hate it. more skinny is better. Comment Add To Memories Edit

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